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tisdag 16 april 2013

Jack of Hearts

 How can someone so vivid have to count his minutes? How can so much color be in danger of vanishing, just like so? Why do you, so alive at the core, have to pace the streets at night just because your thoughts are so dark they threaten to choke you? Why do you have to fear death? Why do you have to view your own body as a lethal enemy that will put you in a coffin if left unchecked. I love you. I have always loved you: that mind of yours, those hands, and those eyes, that gaze and all the memories and what ifs. But my love can't save you. Not now. Not from this. And as I think: I wish I could hold you for an eternity and beyond, my heart breaks with that thought. Please don't let go. Please don't give up. Please fight, just a while. I can't bear the thought of my world without you in it.

Please try.

Phosphorescent – Song For Zula